Swordie Bloggie

I’m feeling very low right now… everything was done in the last minute… ordered a Canon lens on Tuesday… they said, they will try to deliver it the fastest by Friday which is today else Monday… today is the day and it is past 5pm… shoot… no good news from Canon until now… I called the supplier just now… he said there is a box from Canon just arrived… but it turn out to be the cheap lens for 550D :p … damm… I won’t be able to enjoy my new lens for SPL tomorrow!!!… I have to use my old lens then… Then planning to do printing at site… everything are ready… photo printer… photo papers… UPS… but the most important part is not ready… out of ink!!!… damm… Then have to rush to have some suitable clothing for the event… long sleeve and sweat repellent clothes… no luck too… Oh well… we just have to do it the same way we did it in the first leg in March… And I hope I won’t get any rash or allergy like last time… or worse malignant Mesothelioma from the sun… oppss… malignant Mesothelioma is not caused by the sun ray… 😆 In the first leg after the event I encounter some super itchiness on both my palms and soles… not really sure what the cause until today… it could be the grass or it could be the horse from Tambalang Race Course… 😛 But I’m prepared with a better hat this time… last time it was horrible… under the sun for eight hours for two days with a small cap… 😛

One thing that I don’t like when I have to take medicine is the side effect… I don’t really have major problem taking medicine… medicine is for cure… cure for my back pain… it just that I just don’t like taking drugs… and sometimes medicine which is new to me causes acne popping on my body… especially my back… it’s usually a big one… just like volcano when it ripe… ready to spew its larva…. 😛 So far, I have not found any best back acne treatment… so I just let it grow… then when it ripe, I just press out the pus… 😛

And volcano type acne is very painful… especially when it grows inside your nose… or under your skin without ‘eyes’… without hole… for the pus to come out… 😛

Gosh… this itchy is really killing man… woke up so early in the morning… 4.30 am… is this an early morning allergy?… morning cold allergy?… 😛

The more I scratch, the more it gets itchy… I just can’t stop scratching… the moment I start scratching, it become the center of pleasure… it so hard to stop scratching after that coz it feels so good till I feel like going to pee on my pants!!! Damm…

I really need something to stop all these itchy spots on my palms and soles.. probably something like the hemorrhoids relief cream… I really need something strong… something hot… well whatever strong… strong drugs… strong medicine… strong cream…strong oil… or whatever to make this go away… 😛 or if I can’t find anything to stop this, I might just soak my hands and foots into hot water… 😛

I got my medical test result today, Thursday, 18 March… but somehow it is not the result I expected or wanted.

The itchiness on my palms and soles are still giving me a hard time… so the blood and urine test results is very important to find out the reason. My appointment with Damai Specialist Hospital (DSH) was 3.30 pm… and I reach there just on time. Was about to register myself at the Counter 2 on 1st floor of DSH… but the nurse who just came out from the doctor’s room saw me and immediately ask me to go inside… and I saw a file on top of the doctor’s table with my name on it 😀

Doctor ask me to take my weight… went to the scale and it shows 90kg 🙁 did  I lost 5kg?… coz the last time I took my weight, it was like 95kg… 😛 or could it be caused by the gym visits?…

Anyway, the doctor went through my medical test result… emm… nice… nothing wrong with my kidney, no cancer, no hepatitis… no AIDS… no nothing…not even eczema or dermatitis… except for other stuffs which are not related to the itchiness…

I ask the doctor what is wrong then… he said, it could be just an allergy… then I told him it can be very itchy in the early morning… and guess what he told me to do… he ask me to wear glove!!! 😮

So, I went back with a batch more pills… for a week supply… without knowing what exactly wrong with my palms and soles… we’ll see how it goes after one week…

Tomorrow I’m going back to Damai Specialist Hospital for my review. Last Saturday I went there for the bad itch on my palms and soles and they took urine and blood samples from me.

I do not really sure what to expect for tomorrow review… I just hope they found the cause of the itchiness… I hope they did a thorough test on my blood and urine…

For the past few days, the itchiness has gone down… but not all, I still get the itchiness especially early in the morning and from time to time throughout the day.

I also realize that I did experience this before… but I told the doctor this is the first time I’m experiencing it… because the previous experiences was mild… and I was a bit ‘panic’ because of the severity of the itchiness at that time… I thought it was not the same… but now, when the itchiness getting lesser, it does feel like the previous experiences.

But, since they are checking my blood, I just hope they find the cause of it and give me the right medication to get rid of this once and for all.

If it an allergy, then they need to give me the rapid detox prescriptions… I’m not a drug abuser but I guess detoxification process will be able to cleanse the chemicals inside my blood which are causing the severe itchy on both my palms and soles… cross my finger…